| 100000000000000000times thanks to Anita..!
For the things you gave me. Having a great chat with Anita today after school. Though there's no surprise to know you've experienced, anyway, what you said to me is really useful and it is the most useful and direct medicine for my "illness". Thanks=] I believe i will get well someday but not too soon. I really don't want to grow up at all coz' the reality is cruel and so do the people as well. It's a good question you asked me, what about 10years later you look back. You'll find yourself were doing something silly. But..That's UNAVOIDABLE. isnt it? By the way, I am back to school again. Facing with a lot of works..haha !
Really want to slip out from this. Anyway, Being irresponsible is my style. Frankly speaking. |
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| 今日同媽咪電話嘈交，佢話我淨係要錢果時先識搵佢。 佢話得我冇錯，我認我係。 錢，諗落諗落又真係幾重要。同我地生活息息相關，冇錢咩都做唔到。 由細到大同屋企人既關係都唔親密，對於「家」呢個字冇咩感覺。 每次嘈交，我都諗住想走，想出去住，同朋友住又好，點都好。 同朋友分享呢件事既時候，佢講左一句：「我相信你都因為念在某D野而仲留係呢個家姐」 當我想出走既時候，我諗起每日煩到我想喊既年老太婆‥ 當我想出走既時候，我諗起每日辛苦及勤勞工作的媽咪‥ 即使係咁，我都係覺得好想出走‥點解會咁諗？唔知‥有冇人可以話我知？ 冇錯‥我知道佢地好辛苦，我應該盡返一個仔既責任‥但我做唔到‥ 可能我要面，可能我唔想認輸，可能我覺得自己冇錯‥ 我想要的只是一個能關心我的人，願意聽我分享我的心事，這樣已經足夠。 再一次向金錢低頭‥ 因為冇「你」我今次又不能任性地逃出這個家‥ 因為冇「你」我對別人的諾言將不能實行‥ 因為需要「你」，我再一次向「家」低頭‥ 為了我的未來，我的一切‥‥ 但我很想很想出走‥（至少現在的感覺很強烈） 但我還是解決不了「錢」‥‥‥‥ |
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| Some of my dearest friends have been starting their AL exam ... some language subjects have finished so far. Whatever the performances were, don't even take a look back coz' it will definitely influence your mood to carry on your ALs. Believe in yourself that you could make it! Then face to the coming up subject..! I know it is Economics the next, and luckily i've dropped it in earlier time coz' i found how terrible this subject could actually be. Poor guys.. Let's strive for your goals!!! You know, i am talking to You=] Right, don't hesitate, it's you, who are looking at ME! Strive for your success!! |
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| 今日有人同我講左句 " 我真係覺得你好難觸摸!" 乜真係咁難咩?... "你成日將d野收收埋埋..." 我都唔覺意... "你一時好人..一時講野又衰,都唔知你幾時真幾時假..." 嗯... "忽冷忽熱... 真係好難觸摸!" ....... |
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| I really want to say something, but it seems nothing for me to say. Alright, I am Sorry. |
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